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Saturday, May 21, 2011
night with my girls..
last wed went clubbing with my girls.. the usual loves...
was more like a catch up session to me. saw my junior, my squadmates and my polyfriends..
anw it was a really nice night although i didnt dance much!
haa.. so ya that night S called me after like 5-6years of not contacting?!
which's kind of shocked. and at that instant im looking at my phone wondering if it's my phone that rung! lol.. so ya glad that they all are still the same..
we chatted like we're so so so "close" friends.. haa
and something very disturbing happened and i simply cant erase that image away..
till now, when i suddenly think about it i've this "vomit" feeling that totally disgust me..
i know i shouldnt feel this way cause is very normal and it has got nothing to do with me.
but somehow it just feel weird and disturbed..
anw i returned home the next morning at 8plus only because of some ppl's selfishness?
maybe that person dont have that intention but i just blurt out that it's totally waste of time..
and im behaving like some kid keep complaining.. but what can i do right?
i got nothing to do and only complain can keep me awake. and i said so much 不好听的话 when i shouldnt cause after so long nv meet.. this part i apologizes..
kay.. but i really cant stand dishonesty although it's weird admitting to it also..
anw next come was my love telling me this secret which even turn me off!
and this explained the questions asked.. honestly im really stunned by the actions.
maybe that's why some words are said which i can understand why. hai..
just hope that's no next time for such coincidence..