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Thursday, November 11, 2010

ytd of all a sudden im so indulge in reminiscence..

maybe because it's a bad day for me so somehow it cause me to be more emotional.

anyway i've decided to let go of everything that got to do with Mr B.

all these times i've been deceiving not only myself but others that im madly into him.

but im now tired of convincing myself so anymore that got to do with him, i wont bother.

i promise this time im serious and not repeat any of the foolish act i've been doing.

anw i dreamt that im dead.

the dream was pretty amazing.. it seem so real..

like i really know how im dead then how those ppl 'prepared me' for the funeral.

putting me in coffin blah blah blah..

it's like im just right beside them when they are busy doing all those.

and beside me perhaps a god? cause he seems to know how to do 'magic'

bringing me ard and teach me this and that..

anw when the times come for me to be cremated, my body suddenly went missing..

all ppls are so shocked and i forgot..

i cant remember exactly the whole dream but it's the 1st time i ever dream of im dead.

is this dream hinting me anything?

maybe telling me my life going to end soon? haa sound not bad..

dont know whether my funeral will be packed with ppls anot? how many days going to be?

it's like u helding a bday party/wedding dinner but this time u dont need to send invitations.

haha.. wendy's dead and she's alive again!

okay now back to the reality, exams coming soonnnnn!!!

im still not prepared for it yet.. scary scary scary is what i feel..

i need to start mugging hard cause this time round is totally different from my poly life.

tuition stopped for now at least so i just need to stay home more and be discipline.

i hope someone can study with me and really motivate me.

whr are u? wendy's finding u..