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Thursday, August 12, 2010
i think im getting way too emotional recently.
maybe alot of things happen and i really couldnt take it anymore.
even abit of mistrust i feel like crying and negative thoughts will come along..
especially towards ppls im close with.
just like that night.
this really sadden me alot but there's really no one who can understand me that well.
i think i've been acting real well. dont know is a gd or bad thing right..
now then i realised how well he understands me more than my buddies.
hai..
nvm i must not be so demanding. i also nv make effort to understand ppl why shld ppl understand me right. i just do whatever i can help and other things just pretend and act my role well will do.
anw i did it again..
after so so so long..
sorry i cant help but alot of thoughts cause my curiosity..
my birthday offically over.. and so now im a grown up! freedom? haa not sure..
when's that someone going to appear?! i wish i wish...