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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
mixed feelings
this week suppose to be a holiday week... but in fact is where we all rush to finish up our pp for our presentation!! fri is my presentation, hopefully the questions asked are manageable and my posters are in the correct format.. *pray pray* these few nights been sleeping early in the morning and waking up in the noon.. not i dont wanna slp.. i super gd in slping alright but i just cant get to slp.. dont know why=x tmr i plan to go sch to 'visit' carina and jessalyn to see how they present their work and also print out my poster! haa so nervous.. still left with my personal reflection undone=(
been having wierd thoughts and feelings.. i'm like some insane.. keep questioning my thoughts and giving myself the wrong directions infact.. blah blah blah now i realised after the talk with him all these things wont change his character nor behaviors cause he's born this way. nth seems to be able to hurt him long from the way he said, i know he had thrown away the past way long and move on at a fast pace whereas stubborn me still moving so slow.. if it has been a race, when my feet going to start the first step, i think he'll be 1step more to the finishing line.. that's the distance.. how i wish i got this kind of character.. di, 'm angry cause u nv think for others 'm sorry cause it doesnt matter to him.. he dont take even take a single sec to think before answering