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Thursday, October 2, 2008
DETEST! PISSED! DISAPPOINTED!
dont like my MIS faci! she's so stingy in giving grade. not as if she will get demoted or cost her a single cent to give us a better grade! always have to do lots of work in the end the grade can compare with those who skip class halfway=(
to my di( dont know u'll see this but this's what i wanna say), seriously i'm so disappointed in u. super disappointed.. why must u always betray the trust i have in you? last time i helped u, in the end i got back is your betray and cause that girl to not trust me. didnt u know u cause me to be in a difficult position?! even though i'm not close with that girl but somehow it just feel so uncomfortable.. now i decided to forgive u and u did it again?!! you said cause u care.. so u asked him.. but it doesnt make a difference knowing the answer alright. and the question u ask, have u ever think how he'll think of me? if u really wanna ask, then ask intelligently. i'm not trying to say u're stupid but pls be more considerate.. the stuffs i told u might be sth what i feel or what my friend has told me and the way u asked, is so obvious u heard from me and u might even cause my friend to be in that difficult position?! if this is how u showed u care, seriously i rather u not care about me!
alright putting that aside, recently seems to have lot of things to ponder about. but is hard to express in words so i have to swallow it all by myself why can't our brain like computer.. can reformat and everything's gone?=x sometimes no matter how u wanna forget, u just cant.. is just like a scar that's carve in your heart, even if u went to do plastic surgery to make it invisible for others but your naked eyes can still see clearly, that spot where the story began..
hai.. studies making me headache! hate codes la. why must ppl create such unlikeable thing? why must com system associate with codes? how am i going to make myself fall in love with you, Mr Codes?! arrgh..ROARR!!! i wanna put myself to slp and nv wake up again.. can i?