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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

story 1

I DREAMT OF YEEWEN!!!

omg.. early in the morning was continuous being disturbed by my friend's sms and my sis. but surprisingly my dream was still able to continue. but most of the parts i already forgot le..

i rmb hwee hoon and i came to a hawker center, it seems that we are having a class gathering there. Alot of my classmates were already there chit chatting and laughing away, so we two sat on one of the tables. We were looking around and shocked when we saw yee wen.

hwee hoon: ehh yee wen was there lei! (pointing across)
me: (turn & look) ya hor yee wen was there!

yee wen was sitting with caiwei they all chatting and it seems that she heard us saying her name and she turned to look at us. then the next moment..

hwee hoon: she's walking towards us.. (turn and look at me)
me: huh really (trying to peek when i'm facing hwee hoon)

yee wen sat next to hwee hoon which is opposite side of me.. she's was in her prom night dress whereas we all are in a casual clothes. maybe because that's the last time i ever saw her so my impression of her was she's in her prom night dress. i thought this dream was recalling of last time but infact not.. i rmb clearly she had passed away in my dream.

when facing yee wen, i told her i abit scare lei.. but she didnt say anything.. then i try to touch her hand. i can feel her body temperature and i just hugged her and cried.
i dont know i ask her how she died? or why she died?

yee wen: actually i know when the accident happen, i cannot make it already..

i dont know whether did i ask her what happen, then suddenly everybody since to be gone and just me and her alone. we do alot of catching up and from there i was alone in every scene of my dream. i think we was walking to somewhere.. but i cant rmb cause keep kanna disturb then very hard to connect back the dream. it seems that i walked to alot of places and every place there're something happen but not those scary kind la.

stupid me cant remember! why cant i have a peaceful moment and nobody disturbs then i can continue on my dream.. hai..

i missed u..
are u up in the heaven enjoying? i hope u are..
are u being dote by all the gods? obviously right.. u're so loveable..
are u very busy that's why u can't stay longer in my dream? must be u got limited time right..
are u happy up there? u have to be happy ya=)

story 2

ytd in vocal class, i was told to put more feeling when singing so i have to imagine a scenario.
obviously i'll put u as my main lead. but no matter what i just cant have the sad feeling which my song wants. luckily i somehow manage to screw through..

回家时，坐在巴士那慢长的路程。
我很努力的回想我们经历过的一切，
可是不知何时那一幕幕的画面都变得很少很模糊了。
以前的我回想时，多多少少都会感到悲伤甚至哭。
但此刻的我再也感觉不到这些，即使想要逼出眼泪来也做不到。
在那一秒，我突然发现我的眼泪在也不会因你而流。
我该感到高兴吗？我可是终于做到了。嗨！我不懂耶。
还是其实我早就把你给忘了，
只是不能接受我就这样轻易的把这个带给我那么多的欢乐，爱与悲伤的人给忘了呢？
算了！在想也不会有任何答案。
终之，我知道有你的存在，但是跟你有观的事一切都消失！
这应该是对我们最好的结局吧。

goodnight everybody!
4hours++ more to wake up for work!!

** *TO ALL MY COUSINS, JUNIORS AND FRIENDS TAKING PRELIM,

JIA YOU!!! YOUR CAN DO IT.. DONT STRESS.. BUT DO TAKE CARE.. HEALTH IS IMPORTANT!

LOVES, WENDY***