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Sunday, November 11, 2007
okay this week have been my school vacation.. but times really flies.. tomorrow start school le.. have to endure like 5weeks before dec holiday.. so fast O level finishing like next week and they having their prom on fri.. ohh my how i miss that time..
anyway yesterday went to my dance class.. our group was really so slow in learning.. most probably cause we are all beginners.. lol.. actually suppose to reach bishan mrt station at 4pm.. but lesson end like 2plus so by the time take bus reach home at 4pm instead.. so i decided to go late lo.. went home bath drag till like 6 then leave home.. have to go to bishan station alone cause i am damn late.. surprisingly saw april on train at amk station but she couldn't recognise me at all.. she was really damn skinny lo.. have to sit alone at the stadium at first then join the other two fans later on.. they were really mad about ben and others.. keep taking photos.. and calling ben and zijie.. actually i also feel like taking with ben.. but don't want him to think i am like 'them' so bad of me.. anyway so happy manage to see him so closely and he looked at me somehow too.. he really look like him lo.. ohh my.. i am so determined to be a star, hope one day will be able to sing or even act with him.. but i must first be thinner la cause that is the only thing i can improve.. as for height, there is nothing i can help actually.. sian.. i feel that april must have thought i go closer with her because of some motive i really don't have.. just want to be friends with those fun loving people.. hai.. nvm..
today actually plan to sleep till 4plus or 5 plus.. but i wake up at 12plus instead.. haha.. did nothing special.. as usual watch videos which i watch before.. ate and listen to music.. so lazy to go gym.. how to go slim like that.. pig pig pig!
i must be thick skinned.. i really want to stay put as good friend relationship with him.. so i have decided when i slim down, i will go and find him.. and have a short chat with him to clear the doubts.. even i know the chances of him meeting me is really like 0.0000001% but i will try.. this is me..