this few days have been quite busy, although have been reminding myself to blog but somehow just forgotten. Yesterday was a quite a tiring day. Although i wake up quite late but is all because of the disturbance from my sis all these. As it was my cousin's wedding so quite alot of people came their house which is just right beside my house. So i went over to eat the buffet. It was not that nice though but at least can fill up my stomach. Time since pass so fast.. It was near evening, so we all prepare ready to go for the dinner. The place was not grand at all as it was just at the community centre. But the foods were not bad. The hosts were actually zhu ge liang and two aunties i can say. But they were wearing so sexy and dancing away. Somehow it make me feel like puking. I know i am bad but it is the fact. HAHA. okay that's all for yesterday update.

Today which is a sunday. As usal every sun i will sms him whether when he wants to get the present from me. I know it is irritating behaviour to disturb people and force people to accept the present when he have rejected it. But i don't want to waste my effort and money to throw it aways. Hai also don't know what i am thinkning lo. Today i was just like a pig. Even though yesterday night i have the intention of waking up early to go his house there to see whether did his whole family went to his grandma's house before i sms him to come down and take. But i am too lazy. Since he always never intend to reply back and i also got nothing to do. I slept till around 5 plus which i finally pulled myself up from the noice outside. My maid cook a half packet of maggie mee but i couldn't finish and left about half of it. I watch the fu man re jian while eating. Without realising it was nearly 7 so i think i can take that as my dinner. haha.. I went in my room as i have praying later on. Don't know why when i am saying during praying i feel so unconfortable. So wierd lo.. hai.. after it ended i went in my room to chat and watch the anime. Suddenly got mood to sms him who all this while never reply back. I know he doesn't treat me as a friend anymore, someone i just give a excuse that once i pass him the present then i don't treat him as friend. Is a excuse though. hai.. so i sms him i wll go to his house and pass to whoever in.. Got a reply from him finally awhile later. think i finally irritate him. what he reply really shocked me.. he told me not to disturb them and leave them alone. hello! i didn't even disturb how can he say this. And pass them something isn't a disturb lo. Is a please for them to pass to you lo. I guess i really must make up my mind and as you wish i won't want you as my friend le.. i still can't believe you must be so heartless until like these. Can't we stay as friend even break i really don't understand when it's me the victim. hai.. i will just reply in the evil way! don't give a damn le la.. since not friend who cares la.. arrrggghhh so irritating la!